Time

Time, Time is something you sometimes want to go faster, but sometimes you wish it would just stop. Like me, Alot of the time i want time to just pass by, to go so much faster, but of course it doesnt. But lately, i just want it to stop, completley come to a stop. Because i have been taking the time latley to stop and think, What do i actually want to do with my future? Of course, that was in the future, and the future was pretty far away. But i have been thinking, Do I really want to grow up? I will be walking somewhere one day and see an elderly person sitting on a bench and i think to myself, That will be me one day... It is kind of scary, Because it just freaks me out at how fast I have become what I am, I am 13, and I just cant remember what it was like to be 3.. to have no responsibilities what so ever, to not have to think about the future and just have fun playing house... And now i think about the responsibilites i have now, and how much more i will have 7 years from now. I look at my little brother and i wish i could go back to how his life is. I remember when I use to live in a world of fairy tales, where you never had to worry about anything, and you could just play games all day. You could enjoy summer days without the stress of going back to school on your mind, and you could enjoy winter days without thinking about the test on monday coming up. Yep, time is a scary thing, because theres no end to it, no limit, it just goes on forever. Somewhere on the line of time you are born, and then somewhere else on that line, you die. And anywhere in between you do the things you do, but compared to the line of time, your lifespan is only about an inch long.. That is what freakes me out about time. Its like time has left me behind standing here not even knowing what will become of me 10 years from now. But i guess thats part of growing up. So anyways, im off. byeee