Random Poems that I wrote today (none are based on anyones life exept the first one)

Love that will never be

Girl writes letter:I could have told you sooner,
But i knew you wouldnt love me,
I knew that id be pushed away,
Im glad i never let you see.

But now i am too far to know your feelings,
Yet still too close, to feel the rejection,
To feel the pain, and sadness,
To know that i would never win your affection.

Boy writes letter: What made you think I would never love you?
Secretly, I have always loved you too,
But here i sit, writing to myself,
Not knowing where to send this, what is left to do?

It hurts to read the letter you have left me,
just knowing that there could have been a love,
One that i wanted so much,
One i would have traded everything above.
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I will always love you

I regognized that smile,
Aand the eyes i once stared into,
Right before you told me goodbye,
Your standing right here, i cant believe its you.

Your telling me your sorry, your eyes are so sincere,
My eyes are filled with tears, Im not sure what to do,
I still love your dearly, But i dont want all the pain,
You left me here, miserably, crying over you.

You left me bleeding, i was all alone without you,
You didnt sew me up again, an infection caught my heart,
It hurt so long, i wasnt sure i could keep breathing,
Still, i guess i should have know it from the start.

Although i miss you so much it hurts,
I cant bring myself to cave,
It came, and it went, and now its gone,
Dissapeared as if it were a wave.
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The Mask

I dont want you to see me,
The real me inside,
I dont know if you would like it,
So i will just stay here and hide.

I will smile, I wont frown,
I will laught, and i wont cry,
Though, i will cry myself to sleep tonight,
I wont ever tell you why.

Im troubled and you dont know it,
You see only the side i show you,
Outside i seem happy, But inside im really bleeding,
I cry, but later cover the evidence so i dont leave a clue.

What your seeing is nothing but a mask,
Not one part of it is real,
I will not remove this mask, and reveal who i am,
I will never tell you how i feel.
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Coming out from behind the mask

The worlds no longer black and white,
I can finally see in color,
The thread that once held me up, was breakable and thin,
Now is strong, and seems much fuller.

My smile now is very true,
Instead of just an act,
I can be myself now,Im not scared,
I no longer fear how others will react.

My tears that come now are natural,
And not from abuse or pain,
I feel pure and happy now,
Ive got nothing left to lose, and everytihng to gain.

I finally feel the mask slipping off,
Finally dropping its guard from around me,
No longer holding me back from life,
Slowly fading into nothing but a memory.
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Lost in my emotions

I dont know how to get out of here,
Im lost and cannot see,
My heart has encirlcled me inside of it,
All i want is to be free.

Some feelings are jusdt perfect,
Wwhile others are just pain,
Im wrapped around my own confusion,
Im about to go insane.

I dont know weather to say yes or no,
Or weather to laugh or to cry,
I dont know if i should smile or frown,
I dont know how to make it by.

Tears arise, but then i laugh,
Aa smile appears, but then the tears fall,
Im lost in my emotions,
I dont know myself at all.
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Thats all :P The first poem was based on my friend who recently moved far away, and she left a note to the guy she liked, so i thought it would make a cute poem.