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Thursday, September 24, 2009
Friday, September 11, 2009
Moment of Doubt.
I had a moment of doubt today.
I do not know about what, for i'm still trying to figure that out for myself. I've had moments where i've doubted something, but not as strong as i had doubted something today. It was so odd. I think the source of the doubt was science. I still remember EXACTLY what the teacher was saying when I had the random doubt moment. She said "So.. its not our LUNGS or our BODIES that are demanding the air, but it is our cells... all over our body it is the cells that are demanding to breath" And just as she was saying that, I saw everything differently (not literally) but like, do you ever get that, where, you have had a life changing moment, or you just escaped death, and you see the world differently? Well, for about 2 seconds, I had that feeling. It happened so incredibly fast, but i remember it. I remember doubting something, and wanting to change myself. What i doubted is the only thing I CANT remember from within those 2 seconds. I dont get it, it was seriously weird, but i got it. and now I can't even remember what i was doubting, and it sucks. But it was more of an unpleasant feeling, so i guess i'd rather not remember.
Anyways, I just figured i would blog about that odd moment.
:)
I do not know about what, for i'm still trying to figure that out for myself. I've had moments where i've doubted something, but not as strong as i had doubted something today. It was so odd. I think the source of the doubt was science. I still remember EXACTLY what the teacher was saying when I had the random doubt moment. She said "So.. its not our LUNGS or our BODIES that are demanding the air, but it is our cells... all over our body it is the cells that are demanding to breath" And just as she was saying that, I saw everything differently (not literally) but like, do you ever get that, where, you have had a life changing moment, or you just escaped death, and you see the world differently? Well, for about 2 seconds, I had that feeling. It happened so incredibly fast, but i remember it. I remember doubting something, and wanting to change myself. What i doubted is the only thing I CANT remember from within those 2 seconds. I dont get it, it was seriously weird, but i got it. and now I can't even remember what i was doubting, and it sucks. But it was more of an unpleasant feeling, so i guess i'd rather not remember.
Anyways, I just figured i would blog about that odd moment.
:)
Friday, September 4, 2009
School has begun.
So i've started school.. It is now (and already) Friday. I don't exactly want it to be friday because i'm going to miss seeing some people until I see them again on tuesday. Okay, fine, one person... but don't ask :P lol.
Science scares me. Only on the second day of school did we have to put hydrogen peroxide on raw liver... btw, raw liver is DISGUSTING. It's jiggly, and gooey, and gross. Anyways, We are going to be disecting sheep eyes (gag) frogs, and cow brain...(V..O..M..I..T) Not ONLY is it gross, but it also goes against what I believe in :'( OKAY! I know that's hypocritical seeing as I eat meat, but thaat's a little different. Meat is something you eat.. that helps your health... Humans have been eating meat since there ever were people. However, killing an animal and then giving it to kids to disect for scientific experiments just isn't moral. That's why I hate science... scientists and other people like them will do anything to figure things out.. and it's stupid. Why do something so cruel just for a bunch of kids to get a grade, like seriously, it's ridiculous.
Anyways, English class is awesome. I memorized the classroom and teacher before school even started :) We're, at the moment, reading a short story called "the most dangerous game" Its really really good so far, the only thing i hate about the class though, are the students, none of them will shut up! we've only gotten though like 4 pages in 3 classes, because everyone talks thorugh it and interupts, and its so annoying.
I think i'm becoming more confident!! Last year, whenever a guy would say one word to me, my face would turn scarlette and I'd sounded ridiculous when I talked, but this year, i'm able to talk louder, and make jokes and stuff, So i'm quite happy about that.
So yeahh, idk what else to write, so, bye for now! :)
Science scares me. Only on the second day of school did we have to put hydrogen peroxide on raw liver... btw, raw liver is DISGUSTING. It's jiggly, and gooey, and gross. Anyways, We are going to be disecting sheep eyes (gag) frogs, and cow brain...(V..O..M..I..T) Not ONLY is it gross, but it also goes against what I believe in :'( OKAY! I know that's hypocritical seeing as I eat meat, but thaat's a little different. Meat is something you eat.. that helps your health... Humans have been eating meat since there ever were people. However, killing an animal and then giving it to kids to disect for scientific experiments just isn't moral. That's why I hate science... scientists and other people like them will do anything to figure things out.. and it's stupid. Why do something so cruel just for a bunch of kids to get a grade, like seriously, it's ridiculous.
Anyways, English class is awesome. I memorized the classroom and teacher before school even started :) We're, at the moment, reading a short story called "the most dangerous game" Its really really good so far, the only thing i hate about the class though, are the students, none of them will shut up! we've only gotten though like 4 pages in 3 classes, because everyone talks thorugh it and interupts, and its so annoying.
I think i'm becoming more confident!! Last year, whenever a guy would say one word to me, my face would turn scarlette and I'd sounded ridiculous when I talked, but this year, i'm able to talk louder, and make jokes and stuff, So i'm quite happy about that.
So yeahh, idk what else to write, so, bye for now! :)
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