Friday, September 11, 2009

Moment of Doubt.

I had a moment of doubt today.

I do not know about what, for i'm still trying to figure that out for myself. I've had moments where i've doubted something, but not as strong as i had doubted something today. It was so odd. I think the source of the doubt was science. I still remember EXACTLY what the teacher was saying when I had the random doubt moment. She said "So.. its not our LUNGS or our BODIES that are demanding the air, but it is our cells... all over our body it is the cells that are demanding to breath" And just as she was saying that, I saw everything differently (not literally) but like, do you ever get that, where, you have had a life changing moment, or you just escaped death, and you see the world differently? Well, for about 2 seconds, I had that feeling. It happened so incredibly fast, but i remember it. I remember doubting something, and wanting to change myself. What i doubted is the only thing I CANT remember from within those 2 seconds. I dont get it, it was seriously weird, but i got it. and now I can't even remember what i was doubting, and it sucks. But it was more of an unpleasant feeling, so i guess i'd rather not remember.

Anyways, I just figured i would blog about that odd moment.

:)

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