Monday, March 8, 2010

ad·dic·tion

Addiction is crazy.
When you're addicted, and you have access to what you're addicted to, you want it, you feel the longing through your bones and your soul and it's impossible to resist it. When you don't get it you long for it, you start to feel alone and everything suddenly doesn't matter. The addiction becomes your life. Everything you have becomes nothing when your everything becomes your addiction. It starts as a high. You like the feeling of your addiction the first time but you know its wrong, so you promise never to do it again. Of course that's a lie. The second time it feels not so wrong anymore, and on and on and suddenly you're addicted. Easy as breathing. Unfortunately, it's not as easy to become un-addicted. The addictiveness is in your brain and your brain will not forget that.

[[Watch your feelings, they become thoughts.
Watch you thoughts, they become words,
Watch your words, they become actions,
Watch your actions, they become habits,
Watch your habits, they become your life.]]

Addiction,


ad·dic·tion
   /əˈdɪkʃən/ Show Spelled[uh-dik-shuhn]
–noun
the state of being enslaved to a habit or practice or to something that is psychologically or physically habit-forming, as narcotics, to such an extent that its cessation causes severe trauma.

What happens when you dont watch your feelings, nor your thoughts, or your words, or your actions, or your habits, or your life?

Your future becomes non-existent.

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