I want to go back to that

I remember a simple time. An easy time. A time where talking was possible without having to make sure it's something allowable to say.

I tend to miss that time everyday. I tried to make it like that again. Acting how I used to during that time, pulling back memories from that time and replaying them. But it's not just in me that there was a change. How am I suppose to recreate that time when, in reality, there is absolutely NOTHING the same as then? I'm not even the same person.. I don't know why i'm trying. It's like an impossible task. Yeah that's right, I said impossible. And yeah, that's right i'm giving up. I really don't know how to go back in time. If I could I would in a second. Everything is way too difficult now, and I really wish it weren't.