2012

I dont get it.

I'm scared to death of 2012 happening. But I shouldn't be. I mean, I believe in god, and not only was it the mayan's who predicted 2012, but it was also mentioned in the bible. So I basically only have two options.. Believe in 2012 along with believing in god.. or, don't believe in 2012 and don't beleive in god. Wow, that sounds confusing, i know.. but it's true.. If god meant for something to happen in 2012, and it doesn't happen.. wouldn't that mean he's not real? So if i'm scared of dying in 2012, doesn't that also mean I don't believe in god? I don't knpw how to explain it.. but anyways, I just thought that I'd write that, it was just on my mind.. I'm going to try and not be afraid of 2012, if it happens, it happens, and if it does, i should end up somewhere other than a coffin in a graveyard... And if it doesn't... well, we'll see when that day comes...

Gooooodnight :)